I got out of almost 4 years marriage of mental, physical and emotional abuse. By the time it was all done I couldn't recognize myself anymore, or even knew who I was. Numb and absent was now my norm. The healing process was double painful because it brought up all the other
Years of pain that was still trapped in my body. Because pain you don't deal with and just stuff down stays with you, and determines your life. So all the garbage had to come up, painful, uncomfortable, lots of crying myself to sleep wishing I was no longer here. But in a few
Short months I'm on the other side of it all, and the joy, peace and a sense of relief I feel is beyond my ability to explain. I mean at this point I can get rejected by my dream man and it just
doesn't matter. Nothing can move me from the path, now that I found it. My strength is tremendous, I mean I survived the beast. Especially after abuse, every moment of peace and tranquility is ×1000 sweeter. you really appreciate that shit and I'm not going to let another
Monster under the bed get to me. I'm guarding my heart my soul and my frequency like the treasure that it is, more precious than any material stuff. And by guarding I don't mean I'm closed off, I just watch for the signs for the red flags, if a conversation makes me feel u
Uncomfortable, sad, upset, I don't allow it, I check out immediately and close the door quickly. Protect your peace, it makes all the difference in the world. From a woman who has been to hell and back more than a few times, trust me it's possible.
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