How I became a Stay?

An unfiltered, honest thread:
Backstory: I’m very meticulous to music. I like allrounder music (beats, lyrics, voice). I also like music from the choreos of the dancers i look up to. I dont watch MVs since it might affect my impression for that music. So it’s just my ears that’re doing the work.
tw // harsh kpop comment
This is why i’m not into kpop before bc of the lyrics. I am also not a fan of cute songs and that was my first impression in kpop. Although i loved some before like ex0’s growl, b!gbang’s bad boy. Since they’re hip and all. But still, just the music.
tw // harsh kpop comment
My college bff was addicted to tw!ce but i was introduced to their cute songs so meh i hated cutesies. Then one night i watched a compilation vid of hardest kpop choreos & dtna was there.
That’s when i started to appreciate their songs & how in sync they are with their choreos. Probably what got me somehow into kpop. Kinda got addicted to their choreos for a while. Then i discovered psycho. We all know how amazing it is. From the music to the choreo i loved it.
Then on the suggested video is the 00s pyscho performance. I didnt know any of them but just like some of the baby Stays, Hyunjin struck me the most. They’re all great but Hyunjin’s stage presence & additional dance details are everything!
So i looked up Stray Kids it was God’s Menu era so i watched their Studio Choom video. And boiiiii i was legit speechless. I didn’t thought something like that is kpop! I loved the music and choreo. I didnt read the lyrics & watched MV then since i was too invested in the choreo.
Anyways these are the parts that struck me the most, before i loved the entire choreo. I’ve watched ONLY this video for almost or a week. Then i watched the MV & lyrics and daaamn God’s Menu is an ace!
After that week i went out of my God’s Menu cage, i saw Voices performance video in the suggested & there i saw duality. From a hip-rap Gods Menu to contemporary Voices? Like wtf they pulled off such an emotional song like that!
Unlike Gods Menu, i instantly loved the entire choreo which was unusual since i always look for the details. Im always a seeker on what part i loved the most but with Voices, i cant even choose a favorite part. I read the lyrics & damn it really fits.
At first I’m still in denial of being a fan bc i really hate being a fan of “people”. I’m just a fan of music, not including the artists’ personalities. Idk it was just not my thing. I only admired people who i know personally.
But the next thing i knew i was watching their funny moments. This is where i’m confused who’s who, so i also watched stray kids guides. I really loved their humor. I fell in love with their personalities bc i can feel theyre all genuine.
3Racha amazed me as producers. Given their age, they’re really high achievers. I had straight nights of watching all their choreos and istg there’s not a single choreo i didnt like. It was unusual since even for my fave dancers before, there are choreos i didnt like.
Then i started listening to their songs, i really loved the beats they made. But as an allrounder music lover, at first i was not that satisfied so i decided to read the english lyrics. I loved how they focus on themselves, it was a plus genuine points for me.
Now the way they rly got into my heart was when i read Another Day. I cried for hours. I always cry for the songs i love but Another Day was the song that broke the record of how long i cried. It was just too perfect for my life situation back then.
I was like “damn this group knows me, they understand me, they made me feel that im not alone”. This was my breaking point. This was when i considered myself as a legit Stay.
I joined stan twt mainly just to see more pictures of Hyunjin but i didnt expect to enjoy this environment so here i am right now haha. Here i discovered the SKZverse. So they hit another interest of mine: mind games. i started watching all their MVs i was not a fan of MVs.
It all went fast, the next thing i knew i’m in love with the group, their music, their personalities, their fandom. Everything. And i’m so thankful that i’m here right now. If i havent discovered Stray Kids during quarantine, for sure i’d still be in a slump.
That’s it for the flow but i wanna consider looking back on my impressions before so here are the then & nows:
THEN: im not into kpop bc i cant understand the lyrics
NOW: after appreciating skz lyricism, i started to appreciate others’ too
THEN: i find it absurd being a fangirl bc i was more of a practical person who looked up to ppl who were successful in life in an academic-field sense, not celebrities
NOW: im a fangirl & finally understood. I wasnt expecting myself to be like this tbh.
THEN: i wasnt into bg because my thinking back then was “meh they’re just for visual and cute stuff etc etc”
NOW: i’m into a bg and they proved my stereotype past self wrong. They have the talent, passion, and everything else.
THEN: why tf would someone collect albums when we have Spotify right now? It’s just too impractical
NOW: i collect all Stray Kids albums, the photobooks are all great, the layouts of each album are all great. Everything about the albums are great.
THEN: i always give advice to ppl younger than me, but not considering younger ppl’s advice since im the “experienced person should advice” type
NOW: i’ve learned a lot from Stray Kids who are all younger than me. I’ve learned how to consider younger ppl’s advice
THEN: i was such a pessimistic person. I was always in my own slump. I always thought I was the worse
NOW: because of self-empowerment Stray Kids lyrics have, i started to love myself, be optimistic in life, and appreciate things around me more.
I guess that’s it. Bottomline is Stray Kids not just made me love them because of their music, but they also helped me become a better person. Sorry this thread was long i guess i had too much fun reminscing the journey hahaha. And thank you for reading this til the end. Ily ❣️
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