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I feel for artist like myself and I never try to act like I’m better than the next because Ik the feeling of doubt and just not knowing if it’s all worth it ....the goal is too reach people but at the same time you have to be able to feed yourself and your family and we dumb so
Much money into recording maybe even studio stuff or getting mixes doing videos getting cover art trying to look good paying for shows sometimes promotion ect and not seeing money back some of us may have people on our team that may love you but has to make money
This shit gets hard when you don’t know where to turn and the music isn’t paying off just yet it makes you even wanna say maybe music or your craft isn’t for you so I feel you I’ve been more than there shit I’m mentally there now even with being excited to drop my tape
I’ve been rapping since high school I’m 22 and I’m from Newark NJ no one really makes it out often why would I be the one ? Maybe there won’t be a one at all ? What am I doing this for ? Yeah things take time but maybe I’m in over my head ...... am I wasting the time of the ones
That believe In me ? Thou I love them we aren’t kids anymore is this goal still sumin to be putting 100 hours in .... I’ve even had friends who’s had half of they heart in it....can I blame them or is there no one to blame but me .......will my cadets get tired of me not blowing
Up and actually moving forward as an artist ? Is this shit a joke ? Idk man but I won’t stop never will stop cuz I can’t I’m too far in so I feel for any artist that actually takes the time to read this let me say “oh shit man I feel you “ but we got this no matter if your 16-29
It won’t be easy and shit the best stories aren’t so no time too fold because every second is wasted ima grind rather it’s just me or 1000000 mfs with me and I suggest you do the same your story could inspire the next generation just try your best to fight thru it I love you
And 9 times outta 10 you ain’t where you started
