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This is a personal thread for me. I hesitated for a long time if this is content I want to share. Whether this is even the right place for such content.
I came to the conclusion that I made this Twitter to share my thoughts. Not just on trading. On life.
It's the right place.
I came to the conclusion that I made this Twitter to share my thoughts. Not just on trading. On life.
It's the right place.
Also - with this thread, the dicision that this account will stay anon forever has been made. Too many frisky details that can scare off future employers.
A few years ago, today, my family & I suffered a harsh loss. Unexpected. You can name it a black swan. You can name it life.
A few years ago, today, my family & I suffered a harsh loss. Unexpected. You can name it a black swan. You can name it life.
Some in my family could handle it & go on with their daily life. I, definitely, couldn’t. Maybe because I was in the last third of puberty. Who knows.
What followed were years of wasting a promising future. Years of self-isolation. Years of substance abuse & mental illness.
What followed were years of wasting a promising future. Years of self-isolation. Years of substance abuse & mental illness.
A-grades on my desk were exchanged by piling up recipes for prescription drugs. A will to change the world was exchanged by an urge to quiet my racing mind.
Got asked why I'm just starting out. I'm 22 afterall. That's why. Was busy wasting a good portion of my life.
Got asked why I'm just starting out. I'm 22 afterall. That's why. Was busy wasting a good portion of my life.
Then, something changed. In a process over years. I'd love to give an exact reason what changed. I don't know.
Untidy apartments were cleaned up. A chaotic, influenced mind was tidied up. Studies continued & a love for math re-enflamed. A new love for financial markets was made.
Untidy apartments were cleaned up. A chaotic, influenced mind was tidied up. Studies continued & a love for math re-enflamed. A new love for financial markets was made.
So - Why am I telling you all this?
I know we're in a space in which money is the driving force. Promises of fixed problems by wealth. But I see it in comments of yours. I see failed dreams. Depression & self-doubt.
If I can tell you one thing: Don't give up! I did & it sucked.
I know we're in a space in which money is the driving force. Promises of fixed problems by wealth. But I see it in comments of yours. I see failed dreams. Depression & self-doubt.
If I can tell you one thing: Don't give up! I did & it sucked.
Life is a bitch - that's lightly said. And you'll constantly be given seemingly unsolvable task. Sometimes multiple of those at the same time.
Push through. As cheesy as it sounds but the only way to lose is if you don't try anymore.
Don't let them win. Push. Fucking. Through.
Push through. As cheesy as it sounds but the only way to lose is if you don't try anymore.
Don't let them win. Push. Fucking. Through.
And to you, dad. Wherever you are. If you are.
I wish you could see me excel.
I wish you could see how I care for myself & everyone around me.
Yes, sometimes I wish I could show off a bit. What I achieved & own now. I know you'd be proud.
I’ll miss you. Forever.
Happy new year.
I wish you could see me excel.
I wish you could see how I care for myself & everyone around me.
Yes, sometimes I wish I could show off a bit. What I achieved & own now. I know you'd be proud.
I’ll miss you. Forever.
Happy new year.
